three years ago today...

December 7, 2008 was the worst day of my life thus far.

I can remember every second of that day and it plays continuously in my head like a movie.

I want to say that time makes things easier... but this I have found, is not true.

December 7, 2008 was a day that changed my entire life. 

I lost my best friend.

I lost half of my heart.

I lost myself.

December 7, 2008 feels like it was just yesterday... but seems so long ago.

I'm lost without you.

I need you.

I miss you.

December 7, 2008, I lost my Mama. My amazing Mama.

She was the person that loved me unconditionally.

She knew me like no one in this world.

On December 7, 2008, I had to say goodbye to her. 

There isn't a day that goes by, that I'm not thinking of her.

I'm full of so many emotions, especially on this day.

My heart aches.

If only I could have one more day with her.... 

My angel

I know you're in heaven, watching over me. Over your granddaughter. Over the entire family.

I dream about you often. And sometimes feel you close by.

I am thankful to have so many wonderful memories with you.

I love you so much, Mama. I miss you every second of every day.

Forever loved and forever missed.